Jigsaws

I have decided I don't like Jigsaws.

For ages I have had a jigsaw in the cupboard with two Zebra's on it, a 500 piece one, which I found in our garden. So I thought I would keep it until little bear was old enough to do it. Anyway yesterday I got it out and me and little bear sat down to do it, she was quite keen, anyway we managed to do the edge after about an hour, so far so good. But the rest proved to be down right impossible, little bear got fed up and left me to do the rest after about seven more hours and about twenty pieces later I decided to put it away and taped up the box very securely.

Anyway I have decided will take it up to my mothers as she likes doing Jigsaws and is much better at it than me, having got so far it would be nice to see it completed. I know all the pieces are there because it was still in its plastic wrapper so it just must be me, who is absolutely rubbish at jigsaws. How some people like doing them is beyond me.

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Family Matters

Well a lot has been going on on the family front over the last few days, so here goes (sorry TJ).

Bear No 1 is at his girlfriends, again I did the worry thing while he got down, but he phoned to say he arrived safely. So thats good.

Bear No 2 has been for a couple of interviews, she will find out next week if she has been successful, so I am keeping everything crossed again.

And I have been worrying about this CJD thing, because its been on the news that another patient has been diagnosed with it after receiving infected blood products from a patient who had CJD. You see when I first heard that I had received some blood from an infected batch, I wasn't really concerned because I thougt if I did have it then I would have died by now because it was nine years ago. But unfortunately this patient contracted the disease about eight years later so now I just don't know, what to think and I am doing what bear does best and worrying like crazy. Although I don't have any symptons yet (as far as I know) so I guess there isn't much to worry about.

Anyway hubby has told me to make an appointment with the docs and talk to her about it, so I guess I will do that first, and take it from there.

Hope I have not depressed you all.

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Loads of Money

We were talking today with a friend about the Euro Millions Draw. It seems the whole planet is talking about it dosen't it, and the ridiculous amount of money that the Jack pot has mounted up to. I can't begin to imagine what that amount of money would look like, If you asked for it cash, I bet it wouldn't fit in your purse lol.

So we were talking and thinking of all the totally ridiculous things you could do with that amount of money. I said that you would be that rich, that you could say to the makers of Star Trek, that you wanted them to make another series, and you wanted a part in it. Of course if they gave you a red uniform, that would mean your character would die instantly but what the hey.

Another thing you could do would be to build a swimming pool, or buy the swimming baths.

Don't get me wrong, I don't do the lotery so I'm not likely to win, it was just a bit of a laugh, but it cheered us up for a couple of hours thinking of all the most outragous things we could do.

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Snow

When I was out this morning it started to snow but it was so weird, it was really fine, dry powdery stuff. In fact it looked more like rice or ash then snow.

I was wondering where is this really bad winter that was forecast? We have had hardly any snow at all and that what we did have didn't stay, Maybe because its been dry for so long we are in for a shock any time soon. Hubby says what goes up must come down, so it must come down eventually.

Anyway its -3 and its boring because we don't have any proper snow.

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New Neighbours

One of Little bears friend's from school has moved in just a few doors away, so now little bear has someone to play with and she is happy. Yesterday they played really nicely together, it was so quite I went to check on them, but they were just drawing quietly.

Still having some more tests at the doctors, but hopefuly we will get to the root of the problem soon, I am still feeling tired but its not as bad as it was.

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Housekeeping

Today I waged battle with the house, and tried to tidy it up.

I ended up half cleaning the cooker, and half getting the ironing done, but at least its a start. I am determined to get it tidy by the end of the week, Im hoping if I can get it tidy, we may be able to get some furniture put together, and perhaps some storage space orded. But of course that depends on finance as well, but one can live in hope:) Tommorrow I am going to have a lets put everything up in the loft that needs to go up day, Hubby took some more decorations down today, but we still have a bit more to do tommorrow, so when thats done then I can have a mamoth carrying everything up to the loft session.

Amazingly little bear was asleep by half past seven tonight, she was tired because she had been swimming with the school today, she had fun learning how to swim, she said. So I have been able to put my feet up and watch tv for a bit.

I am still feeling tired, I have been back to the doctors and she has done some tests, so I am waiting for the results now. hopefully the anti-biotics will have done the trick.

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Really tired day today

For the last few days I have felt drained off all energy, but I have been to the doctors and she has given me some tablets that should help. So hopefully now I am on the mend.

Its been snowing a little bit here today, more like sleet though, that right fine powdery stuff, its been really cold too with a really bitter wind.

Haven't done much the last few days except sleep.

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Back to School

First of all Happy New Year everybody. Hope you all had a good time.

Little Bear went back to school this morning, I didn't get up until 8.20 because of all the late nights we have had recently, so it was a bit of a rush this morning but I did manage to get her to school on time. She didn't go to bed until 4.00 in the morning so I am surprised she got up at all. She has gone to bed now though because she is tired, I am hoping she has gone to sleep, I will go up and check in a few minutes, anyway fingers crossed.

Bear 1 got home safely from his girlfriends, which is a relief, and he had a good time, which is good.
I am trying to tidy up the house after the devestation of Christmas and New Year. The ironing pile has become Mount Everest I think. And the washing basket has taken on the personality of mount vesuvius and keeps disgracing itself by spitting washing all over the floor. Anyway I did a bit of ironing today so just about another five baskets to go now. (OH Happy Day)

Hubby is also fast asleep becuase he hasn't got much sleep lately, so I think I am going to turn in myself while the house is quiet and make the most of it.

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Snow

We have Snow, its white over out there and its very,very slippery underfoot. The weather forecasters are forecasting very heavy snow overnight so Im tipping there will be loads tommorow. Which is good news for little bear who wants to make a snow man as big as the one they made next door. By the time me and little bear went out yesterday the snow was too powdery to make a proper snow man. So we ended up with a midget person in the garden and little bear was not impressed. Its ideal sledging weather but unfortunately we don't have a sledge.

Anyway we had a good christmas, although it was quiet, but at least we got chance to chill out a bit, which is nice. Bear no 1 has gone down to visit his girlfriend in staines so its even quieter now lol. I am relieved he got down there safely with all the train cancellations that were announced yesterday, but he texed us to say he had got there and it was frekin freezing.

Hope everyone had a good christmas

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Last minute Christmas Shopping

Well me and hubby managed to get to town, without little bear, to do some last minute Christmas Shopping poor old hubby got dragged round the shops, and we shopped till we dropped quite literally. Anyway when it got to the stage when we couldn't carry anymore we came home with most of the shopping done. Still leaves son of ours to get for tommorrow but everyone is more or less sorted. Ive just got to wrap them all up now, so maybe I will be free sometime next week lol.

Anyway it was nice to get out, just the two of us, to do some shopping, not something we do very often. What was even more amazing was I went into a pub to use the toilet and I didn't even have a drink lol.

Anyway lots of family visiting tommorrow which will be really nice, as we don't see them very often. I was really touched today because my nephews have made me a home made card with a photo of them and their baby sister on it. I thought you can buy all the cards you like but something like that is priceless you can keep it for ever and ever and it will be a reminder of them at that age and will never fade. So thank you nephews I love you.

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Christmas Baking

Today me and little bear did some Christmas Baking we made some mince pies for me and a friend that visits and a chocolate cake for the kids because they don't like mince pies. Little bear really enjoyed it and the mince pies are really nice.

I let little bear decorate the chocolate cake with chocolate icing and hundreds and thousands so she is really pleased.

We have a bit more Christmas Shopping to do tommorrow and then I think we are about done, and we can put our feet up and relax.

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Deck the Holls with Tesco's Trollys

Tra la lal la la la la la la

Little bear was ill today and sent home from school, so instead of going down town I went and did the dreaded food shop, hence the title. Trouble is I was gone so long that hubby thought I had gone to town.

Anyway at least thats done and I can concentrate on all the other stuff.

It occurs to me though perhaps we get so bogged down in the run up to Christmas with all the work we have to do that we miss out on all the Christmas spirit such as Christmas carols and love for your family and friends, its only when Christmas Eve finally comes that I sit down and listen to carols from kings, and then it feels like Christmas to me, and I can relax with my family, that to me is what Christmas is all about.

Hope all this makes sense.

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Christmas Trees and Caroling

Well weve finally put up the Christmas Tree and it looks fantastic. So now little bear has stopped bugging us and she is happy.

Today little bear went round the local area Carol Singing with the School, and afterwards they sung in the school playground which is were I saw them. She sang really lovely and she looked like she was enjoying it. That's what makes christmas for me hearing children singing christmas carols, theres something special about it.

On the Christmas Shopping front I am about halfway there Ive just got to wrap them up now. Bear 2 wrapped me a lot up yesterday because she is much better at that sort of thing than me.

Anyway must go now been visited by my mother-in-law.

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Tree Shopping

Today I went and bought a tree (hurray) now little bear can stop nagging me, for two weeks, everyday its have we got a tree yet, have we got a tree yet, have we got a tree yet, Yes weve got a tree. I haven't put it up yet because I am going to do it at the weekend when I have more time but I bought little bear a pretty fiberoptic one for her room and hubby put it together for her, so she is pleased with that.

I have been to the a meeting at the tara toninght and told them I am resigning in January, but I am told I have to write to the council, so I will do that before 3rd January, Anyway at least I won a ten pound John Lewis voucher before I left :) Not that you can get anything for ten pound at John Lewis's. I will stay on as a committee member until the next AGM and then I think I will finish with it all together. I want to do other things with my time, finances and circumstances permiting of course.

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Little Bear

Ive just said to little bear what should I talk about, and she said talk about her, so here it goes.

Little bear is eight years old, she loves school, art, karate, music and computers. She likes helping me about the house, yesterday she tidied up her bedroom without being asked, and she made a really good job of it as well (she didn't stick it all under her bed like some kids would) she put everything away neatly. I gave her some money for some sweets because she worked so hard.
Im thinking of getting her to do the rest of the house:)

she has been to karate tonight and she has worked very hard and done really well.

Im really proud of her.

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Just a quick one

Hi everybody

Hi Dr Nick

I though I would just post a quick blog so that you know I am still here lol.

Have felt a bit rough today, have picked up a bit of a cold and my eyes have felt tired all day, but being the bear I have been carrying on has normal. Tried to tackle a pile of ironing the size of the North Face of the Igor, but decided it wasn't worth it and gave it up after half an hour. I cooked tea and then chilled out watching Tom Cruise (scuze me while I finish drooling) in War of the Worlds. Very good film though it was a bit scary for little bear who went to bed instead. She has come down again now and is watching Red Dwarf her favourite programme.

Anyway She came down to tell me she has tidyed up her bedroom as well. Cool!

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Crunch time

Yesterday reached crisis point with me and the TARA. Net result is one of the committee argued with me in the street, and I came home in floods of tears. So I decided to quit while I am ahead. At the end of the day I don't get paid for doing this so why should I put up with the hassle.

Anyway I feel a lot better for having made the decision its like a big weight as been lifted of my shoulders. I am now looking forward to christmas and it should be more stress free because of it.

Hoping to go and get a new tree tommorrow, and put up the decorations, little bear is delighting me at the moment by singing lovely carols that she has learnt at school. Thats the best thing about christmas hearing children singing christmas carols it always brings a tear to my eye, sentimental bear that I am.

AS for the committee they can go and stuff themselves with their own stuffing.

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Stressed out bear

Been a couple of stressed out days, to do with the local tara of which I am a committee member. Bears got a bit fed up, so I have decided that being the weekend I am not going to think about it. It will all come out in the wash I guess. So I am using the old age technique of standing well back and letting everyone else get on with it.

On the home front money is a bit tight at the moment because of the CTC (Child Tax Credit) who have been paying us incorrectly for the last month, but I am not going to let it get me down. Im just thinking of all that lovely back money lol.

No snow up here but its starting to feel a bit Christmasy with them accross the road putting up their Christmas lights already, its cheered me up a bit.

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Bit of a hetic day today

Lots of rushing around today. First I went to doctors with hubby to get a letter from the doctor for his travel pass. The doctor was very mad that social services had wrote to us for a letter. not at us at the social services.

After taking hubbyhome again and after getting warm, I went to town to get a few christmas presents for the nephews and meices. Then it was back to school to pick up little bear.

Then home again to do a quick tea and take little bear to Karate. She's still doing really well at it.

Then I decided to go on the computer for a bit and have been teaching little bear a bit about the internet. Shes not to bad at it.

The christmas lights are on in town now and it looks really nice all lit up. Little bear went to town on sunday with her friend to see them switched on.

Anyway now it is time to get little bear off to bed, and time for bear to put her feet up with the new Sue Grafton book.

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Thank Bleep its the weekend

Im really glad its the weekend, I feel so tired today, don't know whats up with me. Looking forward to putting my feet up (as much as you can with little bear running around). We have to get up early tommorrow to get oldest bear off to London on the train. But after that I intend to rest, rest, rest.

Little Bear enjoyed her war time street party at school, she came back with a red white and blue, union jack hat that she had made herself which was really cool. Now she is fast asleep which is a rare luxury at this time. So I am making the most of it and taking some time to blog.

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